7 November 2014

told myself


assalamualaikum and morning u olls. 


rare menaip waktu pagi ni since i got classes every morning but today it postponed to the evening and yeahh lets write ! okeyy lets start. HATI PEREMPUAN NI MEMANG LEMBUT MACAM KAPAS KE CMNA ? hahaha. huruf besar. i think im a lady with a strong steel heart. but im wrong babe ! perghhhh. small matter but been cried like a baby. told myself .

"dont layan la perasaan sedih kau tu. sudah sudah. haihhh. why so cengeng. "
hahaha

but i realized something. Not put my ego in high place anymore. yeayy ! eventho i dunno how to fix the situation kan but at least im not making it worse. kan kan kan. dia macam gini tau. kau redha jak la tu salah kau, consider it as your fault then you will not argue benda tu. kau akan diam dan bawa diri. mcm aku. (tp mmg salah aku pn) hahaha. ehhh tapi kena tngok situasi la jugak. kalau situasi macam 

kau kena tuduh mencuri padahal kau xmencuri pun

takkan la nak mengaku kan. *kecuali kes alif aziz la. tu lain sikit* kahkahkah. well. dah besar okeyy. matang tu suda ada dalam diri. why u have to act like a baby like a kid. tak nak mengalah . ohh pliss. just dont. okey ? *kenyit mata* well, api tu kawan dia air. kalau kau bagi kawan api dengan minyak tanah. perghhhh. kebakaran besar kot. right ? so, cerita cengeng telah bertukar jadi cerita api. hahaha. 


kenapa gambar ni ? sajaa terobek . ingat kenangan manis kan. jadi dah tak sedih sedih. hahaha. okbai !

notes : believe this, no matter how bad the situation, it'll be okey. even maybe it'll gonna take some times. but sure. everything gonna be alright :)

6 November 2014

your life is your choice


assalamualaikum and evening guys :)


What we were in the past maybe is not what we are now. what we are now mybe is not what we are will be in the future.  to be an angel or to be a devil is your choices. no one should decides what you are will be. it is your ownself. change to be a better or vice versa. move to the places that more brighter or go to the places that more darker. the choices is in your hands. 


dont be down because people are bashing you or maybe look down at you. stay strong and hold on to yourself. hold on to Allah. hold on to God. Saying all these things doesn't mean that i'm better but saying this is to remind myself too. this cruel world made me have to be more tougher more stronger. to change from bad to better ain't easy. but why should i give up on myself. the failure is not when they fail but the failure is when they fail and they stop trying. i dont want to be that failure. 

dont let your past bother you . appreciate what you have now. Step outside of your comfort zone. Never stop learning. Never stop growing. Be brave :) 

short write from me. gedbai (:

22 October 2014

adults vs teens


assalamualaikum . selamat petang everyone. 

when writing's mood was coming i finally updated my entry yeayyy ! ! i want to stop blogging but i cant eventho im not the famous blogger kan, but yeah. i still love to write and do talking ( write ) to myself. hiks. heyy yoo. i oredy 2nd year student and will finish my degree two years more. yeyeyeye. ( klau umur pnjg. klau ad rezeki ) so, realized, this girl is not girl anymore but become as woman. perghhh. bunyi mcm dewasa sgt. bunyi mcm mak-mak sgt. mak mak? ehehh. dah dua puloh. hbis thun ni dah 21. umur dah bole kawen dah oi. hahahaha. okok. stop.



im currently stuck with my esaimens and revision since now is midsem break but its not like the one. with my driving class and my jpj test im quite exhausted for these past few days. moga Allah terus bagi kesabaran and kekuatan  insha Allah. but its okey as long as aku dpt together2 with family. my classes my labs my meeting and byk lagi taught me how to handle and arrange my time. alhamdulillah. there's always bad and good things in each work we did kan. but its depend on ourselves either we want to learn or just wasting your experiences without learn from them. how sad. this age is no more teens' world. hahaha. suka ria memain sekali sekala tu okey la kan. but, play all the time is not necessary aymore babe. hihihhi.



same goes to your relationship. how can you play with someone's else heart in this age. how could you . you are not in highschool anymore. no pmr no spm. for now just study hard and smart for your dip or degree and find a good job helps your family and build your own family. think about marriage is not too early i think. goals without plans are wasted. but dont forget. we plan Allah decides. feel blessed when someone can accept me for who i am. feel blessed when he put an effort to show me how serious he is. feel blessed when his family accepted me like their own family. mummy and daddy treat me like their own kids. ya Allah. sungguh. terharu sgt. alhamdulillah. and feel blessed when my family accepted and gave their positive responds too. may Allah ease everything. 

both of us have own goals. to finish our study to get a good job and for sure this love will not gonna blind us or resist us to achieve want we want in our study. and absolutely our parents' hope. benefits for long distance relationship. hahaha. no date-ing. no movie-ing no dinner-ing no lunch-ing no on the phone every night. and when we were too busy. no texting also. as we grown up act like the one. adults maybe ?  long distance relationship aint easy babe but if u can handle and put your hopes to Allah. it'll be okay. trust me. besides handle your relationship with the open mind. stabil emotion and fikiran yg waras. consideration and toleration are important. dont be too ego.



anyways, dont put too high hrapan smpi tnggi melangit. bcs, when u falls, that pain is not that deeper as your high hope. but lucky me to have him the one who always stays loyal to his love (i'v known him since highschool). been separated during highschool for more than 3 years and know we meet again during uni life. what people said. if it meant to be, it'll be. when two people meant together, they will find their way back. trust me. :). pray for the best. count family's blessing too. its important. i told yah. ^_^ hehe. just pray you are my future daddy to my kids. one fine day, we gonna build our own family. im counting the days . insha Allah.

oredy wrote a long essay i think. now, time to stop. goodbye. salam alaik :)

17 August 2014

ADVICE


assalamualaikum and good evening readers. :'D

the best advice i've ever gotten 
was said that i shouldn't be in a
relationship with anyone whom 
i wouldn't marry, for its a waste
of time and takes you off the market

      so dont worry about relationships.

 build friendships, and one day
maybe you'll suddenly meet your
soul mate, or you'll realize you
want to spend the rest of your
life with your best friend.

   your young life shouldn't be spent
trying to fall in love or even having to
worry about a partner.

 your life right now should be filled 
with spending time on finding yourself
and building friendships. 

-twitter-


23 May 2014

liebster award

assalamualaikum wbt and salam jumaat awak semuaaa. :)

baca tajuk entry mcm kepelikan je kan ? haha. aku hupdate belog yang berhabuk ni pun sbb perasan ada kawan aku yg jauh nun d sana mady tag aku mende ni. memula aku gelak-gelak baca entry dia pasal game ni. sampai kat bawah list blogger yg dia tag. pulak dah nama aku. haha. aku rasa mainan macam best kan aku pun meringankan tangan sahut game ni padahal esok ada test maths. *lupakan kejap* kita berblog dulu. lama gile wehh xberblog ni . berguni-guni rindu aku tahu. *cliche* okeyy la. skrg nak jawab soalan-soalan panas budak nama mady ni. 


1- 5 words describe me

5 words describe you. KAU SEORANG YANG SANGAT PERAMAH. hahaha. xckup ni 5 perkataan. sangat byk nk describe kau tahu. mula-mula ak kenal kau mmg dah bole ngam. mula-mula jumpa masa mnggu orintasi kml dlu ditakdirkan segroup dengan kau trus bual2 bagai. ehh. knp mcm kita kawan dah lama ni ? hahaha. serious. aku ni bkn cpt selesa and ngam dgn org bru knal tp kau. kau peramah dan sgt friendly taw. hehehe *jejak kasih jap* cerita 2013. hahaha.

2- hadiah yang anda idam-idamkan

aku nak sangat tiket melancong ke PARIS. hahaha. demand melebih. tu angan-angan je tuhh. sebenarnya yg paling aku nak a giant teddy bear. ak nak teddy bear tu besar dari aku. hahaha. sape2 berbaik hati tu belikan la untuk aku. kaler apapun xkisah yg penting giant . hahaha

3- suka pet apa dan kenapa?

hmm. aku xsuka sgt sebenarnyaa. tapi skrg aku bela ikan. nama ikan tu jepa. ni org kasih hadiah masa birthday aritu. ak syg kt jepa ni sbb org kasi hadiah kan. dlu dia ad pasangan. tpi masa birthday ak jgk la dia mati. sobs. sobs. :( . penambahan. aku xsuka haiwan berbulu seperti kucing dan hamster. serius. ak xbole nak pegang benda tu. -____-

4- ciri-ciri blog yang anda suka

satu je la. aku suka belog yg ringkas dan kemas. xbyk sgt hiasan yg bole buat mata aku berpinar dan background yang soft je. jadi mata aku xsilau. hahah.

5- pemakai tudung jenis apa? atau pemakai shawl? sebab?

ak sejak masuk U ni. pilih pakai shawl. hahaha. xtahu la kenapa. tpi ak selesa je pakai shawl. labuh dan aku rasa ak mcm lagi comel pakai shawl. hahahahahaahaha *jawapan mintak penampoo* :P tpi aku pakai je bawal ni masih. tpi jarang la. skrg ni pun tdung bawal ak dah hantar balik ruma. ad dua je dkt aku skrg ni. the rest tu. shawl. hahaha.

6- suka membaca? baca apa dan kenapa?

masa skolah rndah smpai sekolah menengah ak sgt suka baca novel. seriously. sampai xtido malam aku. pling gila masa habis pmr. mmg aku honeymoon sehabis habisnyaaaa. katil ak kat asrma tu betabur novel dan komik. mmg gila membaca aku masa tu. skrg ni ak baca belog2 je. tu pun xslalu. sbb sgt busy dengan esaimen. kena2 lagi esaimen guna journal mmg aku rasa separuh mati je nak buat. hahaha. baca nota je keje ak hari2 . kena2 lgi mcm kjap2 ad test. midterm. skrg ni final . nervous.

7-  lagu kegemaran anda?

pernah dgr lagu arms x?christina perri nyanyi. aku suka gile lagu tu. hahaha. dan lagu astrid- mendua. yee. lgu2 ak mmg jiwang. tpi dua lgu ni je la ak layan selain lgu nasydi. *cheehhh. hahaha. dua lagu ni mcm ad kaitan dgn aku. ak jenis perefer lagu yg mcm ad kaitan dgn ak sikit. hahahah

8- ada orang sebarkan cerita buruk tentang anda. tindakan anda?

well. ad je . ak tahu jugak tu. masa memula tu mmg panas jgk la hati .tpi fikir balik. xpela. dorank transfer pahal dkat aku. fitnah-fitnah yg dorang sebarkan kan tu xeffect pon dkt aku. aku mmg diam je la. tpi dorank dah mintak maaf dkt aku. so, sape ak nak hukum org kn? sedangkan kita byk dosa xterhitung ni pn Allah masih terima taubat. aku ni manusia biasa. xde perfect. semua org buat silap kn.memaafkan itu lebih baik  :)

9- kalau diberi peluang, teringin nak belajar bahasa asing apa? sebab?

spanjang ak hidup ni selain bhasa melayu dan english. aku dah belajar bhsa jepun msa kat skola menengah dulu. 4 thun blaja bhasa tu. aftr f5 ak dah lupa da. tahu baca sikit2 je. tp maksud tu akk mmg xpham. skrg ni aku tngah belajar bhsa arab. sbb ak mmg minat. so, bhsa yg ak tringin tu ak tngah belajar skrg. suka bhsa arab ni sbb ak nak masa bca quran tahu maksud dia. evn ad tafsir kt tepi2 tu kn.

10-  lipas dan cicak, mana yang lagi menggelikan?

hahahhaa.mestilah cicak !!! euwwwwww!!! aku akn menjerit sekat hati yg aku mmpu klau nmpk cicak dkt aku. hahaha. lipas ak xtakut. hehehe.

11- destinasi impian anda?


SYURGA. :) semoga Allah bantu dan kita sesama jumpa kat sana nnti taw. ^^

okeyy. sepatutnyaa aku tag blogger lain kn ? tapi kekangan masa buat aku xterfikir pun nak tnyaa apa. hahahha. xpela. aku dah jawab dah semua soalan kau mady. mesti kau terharu kn. hahahha. okeyy then. skrg nak sambung bca nota. tata..

 p/s : untuk mady. i rindu u tahu :*

kita nak final exm dah. doakan ye. wassalam 

30 March 2014

live. love. laugh :D

assalamualaikum wbt .
salam membaca :D

hargai org-org yg selalu bersama kita saat susah dan senang. :)
mereka dihadirkan dalam hidup kita atas kehendak Allah.
build the moment as much as you can before it become a memory ^^
kenapa entry ni banyak sgt gambar ? sebab ......

PICTURES NOT CHANGE AS PERSON CHANGE (^_^)


from right : Quzai, me, bob


me, Quzai, Ruby, Kinah, Erna
Kina, Me, Bob
muka bulat. T_T kau ade ??
ni kurang sorang ni . 
kesayangan :D



sebelum . semasa. selepas lab mmg byk gambar akn d ambil :D

guess who ? T_T

but guys. bob, kina, Quzai and Erna. maybe people change. but i hope there have no changes in our friendship. thanks for being there when trouble hit me . syg kamu semua lillah. only Allah knows how much i love u ! 
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super duper besar !


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u know what ? no words can describe my feeling when i saw my parent in front of me ! ya Rabb! sgt-sgt bersykur dan gembira tdak terkata. sebab? mama papa suprised me . they come to kk and not tell me. ahahahaa. tetiba. muncul depan mata. :D hidup anak perantau kan? bila jumpa family excited gileeee. :p. walau hakikatnya aku still duk sabah. hahaha. dan mnggu depan im going home ! thanks to mama and papa for the suprise. ^^. NO ONE CAN REPLACE BOTH OF YOU. LOVE LILLAH .

2 March 2014

strong sayang. strong !


assalamualaikum . salam cinta untuk semuaaa :)


" sometimes the worst past create the best future "
[Umar ibn Al-Khatab]

Oh Allah, sometimes its hard for me to understand want You want to happen. But I trust You. I know you will give me the best. Insha Allah ^^ 

22 February 2014

one step closer


assalamualaikum wbt and salam hujung minggu bloggers sekalian :)(:


jangan pernah berputus asa dengan Allah. just know awak . Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Pengasih. seluas lautan dibumi setinggi mana gunung di dunia luas lagi pintu taubat untuk hambaNYA. 

"Every second that passes. Every breath you breathe. It's a step closer to death. Act now and make your akhirah your jannah"

13 February 2014

pictures tell .....


assalamualaikum . salam petang. salam kerinduan :)

minta dengan Allah. minta dengan sungguh-sungguh. 

moga Allah redha. moga Allah merahmati. 

10 February 2014

i wanna stop time

assalamualaikum wbt . salam kepetangan. salam isnin u olls. 

hah ! isnin come again. bebudak sekolah xsuka hari isnin. aku faham perasaan tu ! hahaha. kene sekolah lagi ~ alaaaa. nnti dah masuk kolej. dah masuk U. komfem rindu gegilaaaa dgn zaman sekolah. mcm aku! rndu sgt. sgt pun xrindu mcm aku ! .:( :( nak sekolah. nak sekolaaaa. *jerit keluar anak tekak* . nnti dah xtaw dah cuti sekola bila. sbb cuti U lain dri school holiday. kn3? hihihih. ni royak pase cuti skuloh. nok abeh doh cuti ni. sedih sunggoh! ! :/ :/ :/ 


counting the days left. haihhhhh. mmg mcm ni la life as a student. stress. happy holiday. sedih balik kolej. imune dah xlama. mnggu ni balik dah UMS. ohhhhhhh. hmmm. taip2. tetiba malas. hahaha. okeyy. nnti kta update lagi. tata ! 
wassalam :)

23 January 2014

H O L I D A Y

assalamualaikum wbt and evening u olls !

sejuk. sejuk. sejuk. status yg byk kna update. kat wechat. fb. twitter~ including me. me also update status like that. muehehe. yeah! malaysia was sooooo cold. i thought only sabah yg raining everyday. but. sarawak also. and some negeri at malaysia. my fren told me. i think malaysia will got snow. ye la. indon dah snowing dah. hehehe. well. mcm mna rasa eaa when malaysia snowing. fuhhhh! cant imagine. :p . well. im on my holiday now! weheeee! almost one week dah me dekat ruma. but today baru rasa want to blogging. rindu :) (: . duk ruma. mmg so heaven la. and its complete my happiness when all of my family together gether. hihihi. my sist back from malacca. but next week she will fly back to malacca. org dah habis study. tnggal praktikal ja. then WORK. whoaaaa! so untung ohhhh. me? ada 7 sem lagi weyhhh dekat UMS tu. huhuh. its okeyy. time flies. not walk. ^^. almost a week im home. semalam baru la i keluar ruma. nmpk x sya budak prmpuan yg xsuka keluar jenjalan? cehhhh. mengada lebih. its because raining everyday. so. mmg xla nak gi jenjalan. sekarang ni menanti cuaca elok2 sikit nak jumpa kawan2. semua cuti degree kan? weheeee! lets dancing~ 


ni muka habis exam aritu, taw x mcm mna perasaan habis exm tu ? ya Allah. mmg sgt2 bersyukur ! even sya tahu. setahun dua kali akn exm final and it will repeat for 4 years. errr. redha. :) hehehe. rasa nak taip pnjg lagi. tapi i should go now. lets blogging later. ! enjoy .HAPPY HOLIDAY !  
wassalam. 

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